I finally got my room in order and have no clutter and will have two desks one for my personal computer and one for my traditional art, so I will be able to start "working" or "creating" again and will be able to start learning how to implement my concepts into a mod as well as build and grow creative skills that are part of 3-d rendering and animation as well as sound design and cinematography as well as programming.
I feel good about it because it allows me to go beyond the limitations of my life as well as not be compared to the people around me, which have at this point proven to be negative and without the ability to mature or develop. Several of the adults I live with are beneath low functioning autistic persons and are what older developmental therapists would call "mentally retarded"...
I am excited about what I may potentially be able to do in my spare time with something like ARMA-3 and Blender or AUTODESK 20XX.
Like doujinshi and scratch modeling and hobby modeling all in one.
