I really have not drawn in a while I got out of it because of how much bullshit I was being put through by others and now I have gone back to it to start or try to do something that I premised as a story that I would do and characters that I wanted to create.
I think about dying and the end of the world and negativity a lot so most of what I draw is either what saves me from negativity or things that create negativity.
So I will basically try to make sense of things as well as use this blog to keep track of it and probably at some later time share pieces of work that relate to the conceptual works that I use as a therapy cathartic in light of my mental illness.
I start very rough and from a concept elaborate or doodle until I get it right and when I have something that I feel comfortable with I stop and focus it until I can do it on command or on a whim.
GODS
people that settled off world colonies descendants that had things done to them on the way out that made them more capable of surviving in outer-space that now have
things like immortality and telepathy and willful control of time space as well as matter generation and radiation control.
as a poor person that occasionally watches shit like youtube and I get to see people eat expensive ass food and get plastic surgery and biotech procedures that's all frightening because of what it means as a human that can see a consumer culture that is really not relative to anything that I am doing or do or have done its like reading about greek myths but seeing them in real time.
Half Gods
Not as godly as their parents but still they have ability's that separate them from humans as well as insane amounts of wealth and ties to off-world corporations that allow them to live lives that do not have limitations that other "humans" have.
Corporate authoritative race's
The top of the bottom born on earth die on earth diseased mortal and banal limited by potential wealth and superstition as well of fear of the unknown.
Corporate Property Corporate Contractors and Corporate Experiments
Work for a company or get hired by a company for a specific aspect of your being
or because you are skilled or educated enough to work for a wage.
The competitive nature of urban life on an interplanetary scale with cyborgs beast people and other things thrown into the mix.
The peoples of earth and anyone trying to make it without a link or tie to any "God" or corporation.
Un-Moderated Organisms
Un-moderated Zones
Demons
Malicious artificial lifeforms
Toxic waste bad robots bad people bad gods nuclear fallout nano plagues and other sh!t all concentrated into miles deep cancerous wastes of mistakes and failures the blight of all living things for all living people.
ELDER GODS
The old race the old technology's and those that go against the new gods out of time and space...
But without them there could be no us.
Cross-Dimensional Warfare
Dimensional stew as it was once called
