Technicolor Skull
(Kenneth Anger & Brian Butler) LIVE IN CONCERT @ HIRO BALLROOM NYC from KENNETH ANGER on Vimeo.
Had no idea that some of my favorite things and people were derivatives of Kenneth anger...
pretty cool now I can define the limits of what I was into as a teenager during the nineteen ninety era of the last millennium.
Some times things happen in front of you that let you know where a person is mentally or how a group of people that have a similar ideology are going.
Modern America as a child and as an adult recently the two term occupation of Barrack Obama in the white house and the extension of a damaging ethic inherited from Bill Clinton and previous liberals...it's not good the superstition and ignorance of the world outside of consumer identity's that are delusional in practice and intention, but the thing is that with "Black" America is irrelevant compared to previous Negro movements that had actual relevance, modern "Blacks" are disgustingly ignorant barbaric and oppressive to have to live in common with or live beneath as an individual or a race of people that is relative.
An example of this in my life is the fights I either witness or avoid, the fights that you see look like monkeys in stages of anger it starts with something minor (worst one so far has been over a stick on the ground that someone else picked up...) and then ends with some one going to the hospital something getting damaged or the police getting involved.
This guy killed my grand-father in front of his house
Pan-Negro existence is not that well documented and also if your mix raced and relative to the negro race as well as others than the thing you kind of notice round the world is that they kind of ruin sh!t for themselves socially than economically and then from there they usually go into a downward spiral of genocide and holocaust against themselves the relative races forced to live beneath them or sometimes like the modern movement suicidal power grabs with no place to take it like trying to steal the earth and then having no other place to take what you have stolen because it the place that you live.
This guy was allowed to ruin my credit and I was forced to pay for damages that he incurred unto me as a balance of masonic right.
I am not really racist but when you take it on a moment moment basis from negro elders negro children and sometimes even confused individuals that think that the things you buy are relative to what race you want to (drag queens and confused gay women are also fond of doing this as well as antisemitic Jesus worshipers...) be like transcendent shamanism or idol worship.
My Uncle David was possibly murdered by them as well for no reason that can be articulated to a human mind.
I have no memory of this time in my life.
My Uncle Eric from when I was just born.
The term "reverse racism" is also retarded because of the concept that there is acceptable racism the complaint against racists is that racism is unacceptable the practice of prejudice and limitation because of race, color or creed is not right and should not be allowed but when it's necessary because of something like social orders that are not about suffrage or protest to a state of equality but are more about lowering the standard of civilization to something that degenerates or sub-humans can stand (all of that sounds fascist as hell or intolerable but when you think about the criminal aspect of black nationalist criminals or White supremacist terrorists it makes them some kind of common element of sub humanity and or either degeneracy that makes them equals...) like apartheid as it was projected to us from a liberal degenerate mass media consumer-producer elite ( they can see and say what they want but we only get what they want us to see and then because culture and consumerism are relative than we say what we see and never question whether or not there is another angle to the story...what do the racist south Africans have to say about what is projected about them and what happens if you see sub-human Africans doing the things they are accused of in front of you...) that engineers a degenerate target level of mental capacity that allows them to create more of their kind in the hopes of one day eliminating human civilization and mastering nature and rule of creation.
I like the look of the Hololens if it is an adaptable peripheral and can be used as a VR tool for scaled rendering environments for working with CG programs for say models and environments.
I am going to take what creative property's that I have that are free from being used or altered and used by others to make something in relation to an SDK or a Mod or a game from scratch depending on hos it works.
I haven't really had the time to learn 3-d rendering and programs that are used to create renders and mostly it is because of stability and environment I live with a lot of really bitter elderly people in the city I live in and a lot of them are "Masons" and the way they run the town is to keep themselves free from any type of department of standard or regulation over them in relation to senility and becoming invalids, so when I got to the point of being able to do things on my own and the potential for an independent life was in my near future, I was preyed on in a way that made my life more relative and comparable to the social peers that were from some of their spiritual temples and social orders.
I had a mental breakdown was blacklisted and then rituals of social abuse that were about teaching me lesson began, until they started to get sloppy and dysfunctional, and the degenerate root of their humanity started to destroy the functions of the state in the city which
I am almost out of this twenty year delay and I really want to go back to a functional way of life without artificial limitations or forced social peers, there are a lot of things I missed out on an I hope that their collective family of criminal organizations is sated enough to not bother with me as an individual trying to enjoy his life to the natural end, but if not I have experience and practice against them as a collusive element of dissent in modern community's and society.